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I am wrong

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My name is Katy, and I am different. I've been taught that being different is wrong.

The way I think is wrong. I think too much. I think about stupid things. I waste too much time on these things. And I bother others with my thoughts, I cause them to have their own.
I can't stop thinking, and that is wrong.

The way I talk is wrong. I say the wrong thing at the wrong time. I say what I think when I think it. My words come out wrong, I don't make sense. Sometimes I don't talk enough, and that is wrong.
Silence is wrong, it makes others uncomfortable.

The way I do things is wrong, down to the simplest action. Although I may get the same or even a better result, I do not do it the same way as everyone else and that is wrong.
I do things I shouldn't do, and I do them over and over again.

The way I feel is wrong. I feel too much too strongly. I care about things that needn't be cared about. I make others feel, which is wrong.
Feeling is wrong.

The way I look is wrong. I am too much, I am too little. Both are wrong. I stand out, I am disruptive.
Distraction is wrong.

The way I am is wrong. What I am is wrong. I cause change.
Change is wrong.
I am different because you define me. You dissect me. You make me different.

It doesn't feel nice, people waiting for you to say something weird.


Categories confuse me :/ I don't know where I belong lol


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cskadoz's avatar
they praise individuality yet demand conformity. yes . . . I know it well. you rock!